We had to do Gavin's IVIG infusion this morning because we got home too late last night to start it.  Everything went smoothly and without a problem.   Gavin's currently sleeping off the infusion and his morning meds. At this point, there's no sign of any nasty side effects. That's a good thing cause we've been seeing more of those lately.  I was up really early and I'm going to try and close my eyes before getting back to my to do list for today.  My hope is that Gavin wakes up feeling fine and we can go on with the day without any major complications.. 

It was a really early start to the day.  Emmett had a bad dream and climbed into bed with us around 5am.   He couldn't seem to get comfortable, so neither could I.   Around 5:30am, I finally gave up and moved downstairs to get my day started a bit early. My eyes are heavy but I'm not feeling that bad.  It's going to be a longer day because it started way too early.. 

I don't normally vent in a manner this uncensored but I'm fucking pissed. If I have any hope of sleeping tonight I need to purge just a little bit.  We had an appointment with the boys psychiatrist tonight. Actually, we were supposed to have a appointment.   For the most part, Elliott and Emmett were just med checks, so it's not a huge deal for them.  In regards to Gavin though, it's an entirely different situation.   We needed this appointment for him because of everything he has going on right now.  Unfortunately, we ended up leaving without being seen.   Our appointment was at 6pm and we were there by fifteen minutes till.   Reception was already shutdown and there was no office staff present to sign us in…

While this morning was a rough one, the boys pulled it together and got to school on time.  Most importantly though, they went to school with a smile on their face.   I hate sending the boys anywhere against their will because I never know how it will impact them but when they have a smile on their face, I know things will at least be a little bit okay.   In a little bit, I have to actually go pick them up and bring them home because it's that time of day already.   Today's flown by way too fast. 

Everyone is ready for school and I have a few minutes to kill before I need to leave.   The boys are in rare form this morning.   Elliott is bouncing off the walls hyper and Emmett is full of meltdowns. They're  like polar opposites this morning and it's been very difficult to get any level of cooperation.  The only reason we have time to kill is because Lizze was up really early and got a jumpstart on the day. Thank God for that because the way these guys are going, we'd never have made it on time.