Jun 30 2020
It was a relatively quiet day. The biggest thing we had to worry about were deliveries of supplies to the house. I mentioned eariler that I was organizing the pantry and putting things back where they belong. That made putting new things away, so much easier. Over time, things get put back incorrectly or weren’t …
Jun 30 2020
I was asleep by 11pm and up before 8am this morning. I feel pretty good and I’m looking forward to taking on the day. Gavin was up before I was but I beat everyone else. I got the trash cans put away and watered our mint garden. Ruby spent some time outside with me while …
Jun 29 2020
Today was a sort of a mixed bag for the boys and I. We got off to a great start in the morning but then there was a shit ton of drama surrounding Gavin’s IVIG Infusion. He’s becoming paranoid when it comes to this and won’t leave the needles alone after they’re placed. He fiddles …
Jun 29 2020
I managed a decent night’s sleep and I’m so grateful for that. I’m not entirely sure what I did differently but I feel much more recharged today than I have in a long while. Fitbit even liked it. I’m a pretty good start to the day and while there were some issues with Gavin and …
Jun 28 2020
I think we had a fantastic day and I feel quite accomplished. We got so much done today and I’m incredibly proud of my kids for their help. We got some of the basement cleaned up and hauled out to the trash. I’ve been meaning to do this for awhile but it’s just not happened. …
Jun 28 2020
Depression makes everything so much harder to navigate, especially as a parent. We’re neck deep in a worsening pandemic and we’ve been locked down for 115 days now. That is not conducive to good mental health. I find that I’m doing really good on some days but bad on others. I’m anxious, preoccupied with mortality …
Jun 28 2020
Yesterday, we had a chance to get out of the house and we cautiously took advantage of it. We decided to head out to Quail Hollow for a little while. It’s about a 20 minute drive and we have to judge the situation once we get there as to whether it’s safe or not. We …
Jun 27 2020
I’ve been having the worst time sleeping lately. This past week I haven’t had more than 3 hours of sleep a night, if I’m lucky. I’m grateful for even getting that much but it’s not enough. Even melatonin isn’t helping and that’s about as hardcore as I can personally get because I need to be …
