One of the things I hate most in life is waiting. We all have to wait for things but waiting for medical test results, especially when it’s serious and in regards to your child.

I’ve said this a million times over the years but all we can do now is hurry up and wait.

Gavin’s labs should be done this afternoon and we’ll likely hear from the doctor mid-afternoon.

All I want to hear is that his numbers are climbing back up and everything is going to be okay. Unfortunately, even if that’s the case, we still don’t know why this keeps happening.

I’m exhausted, stressed out, worried beyond belief and overwhelmed by everything.

It’s truly awful when all you can do is hurry up wait.