After a physically and emotionally draining day and a restless night reality is beginning to set in. Right now I feel kind of numb and disconnected. My head is swimming with thoughts and fears about this new direction our journey is taking us on. I don’t know where we are going now. I’ve lost all sense of direction.
For the longest time, we have been fighting the same exact fight, day in and day out. We never really won the battle but we always lived to fight another day. Some might call that in and of itself a victory. Perhaps under better circumstances I would as well. However, right now I’m just Lost and Tired. I’m completely overwhelmed by what I know lies in front of us and terrified of what has yet to appear.