I started this post long before the day took a turn for the worse. At this point, I’m hanging on by a thread. Having said that, I’m surviving.
I’m gonna be really, really honest. I’m not coping with life very well right now. Things just seem to be getting out of control and can’t get the car back on the road, so to speak.
Basically, everyone’s sick and extremely grouchy.
I’m picking Gavin up from school now and all that’s going to do is add more stress to the mix. He’s going to start in on Lizze the moment I leave the room and I’m starting to get pretty darn resentful of that.
I wish that there could be peace and quiet for just one day.
One day without screaming, fighting and chaos. I realize that’s too much to ask but holy crap, that would be nice.
Of course, I wouldn’t know what to do with myself. That probably sounds strange, right? Well, the truth is, I’m so used to being in a bad situation that I honestly don’t know what to do when good things happen.