Do you ever feel that you can’t win? Like, no matter what you do or how hard you try, you’re gonna lose?
I’m having one of those days today.
I’ve been battling with the bank because they allowed a $1,200 check go thru when there was only $2.43 available. This is really bad but there’s not much I can do now, so freaking out, isn‘t going to help.
I’m trying to do this whole Operation Hope thing, as well as keep Gavin’s health stable.
Gavin moving home has stirred things up, even though he’s doing well right now. Lizze didn’t sleep at all last night and is in a great deal of pain today. Although, to her credit, she pushing through it.
Christmas is less than a week away and I swear to God, if I had any hair left, I’d be ripping it out right now.
I’d moved this site to Blue Host because they were supposed to be the best. I’ve had more downtime since switching than I ever had previously. I was down for awhile last night and I’m pretty sure my email isn‘t working right. So if you’ve sent me an email, and I haven’t responded, that’s why.
Anyway, for me personally, I feel like I just can’t win. It feels like the cards are stacked against me and there’s little or nothing that I can do about it.
I try to be positive but goddammit, I’m finding that harder and harder to do anymore.
Do you ever feel like you can’t win for trying?