I’m finding it increasingly more difficult to find a balance. With all Lizze has going on right now, I find it very difficult to stand by and just watch her go through it.
I’m very much a caregiver by nature. Lizze would say that I have to fix everything, and there’s probably truth to that. I know it can be counter productive at times but I mean well.
It’s difficult to describe the feeling of helplessness that comes with watching your loved ones struggle with everyday life and be powerless to actually make a difference.
It’s been one of those days where this struggle is particularly difficult for me.
Lizze is having a rough time and Emmett is miserable. I can’t make their pain go away and that really bothers me.
I know it’s irrational but it’s just how I feel.
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