Too tired to sleep

Too tired to sleep

I’m so tired that I can’t sleep.  Sounds like and oxymoron, right?  I’m living proof that there something to that.  It’s very possible to be so tired that you can’t sleep,  especially when you can’t get your mind to slow down.

I have so many thoughts racing around my head that it’s like watching cars in a race track when I close my eyes.

Writing helps me to relax and center myself.  That would by why I’m posting at 2am.

I have a pretty big day tomorrow. Gavin has his next antibody infusion in the morning.  That will easily take half the day.  The past few infusions have been more of a struggle because Gavin is not tolerating the procedure as well as he used to. He physically tolerates it but he’s losing his patience and does a lot of screaming during the placement of the IV.  It kinda sets the tone for the rest of the process. He hasn’t been like that for a long time.

As soon as I leave Akron Children’s Hospital, we go straight to his psychiatrist for an emergency appointment.  We need to look at meds and try to get Gavin stabilized.

Lizze has been sick a lot lately and so everything right now is really tough on her. My Mom is going to help her out with Emmett in the morning while I’m with Gavin.

Thank you all for letting me ramble.  This has helped to slow my thoughts even that I’m having a hard time finishing this.

Good night all. 

**Thanks for reading**

       -Lost and Tired

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Posted from WordPress for Android so please forgive any typos as auto-correct and I don’t see eye to eye. 🙂

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I find writing or reading helps me to get rid of all the 'stressy' stuff and focus on something different so I'm with you on that. Glad it helped to relax your brain 🙂

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