This is how screwed up I am

I woke up this morning in a cold sweat once again after having one of my reoccurring  nightmares.  I’m so stressed out anymore that I rarely have wasn’t dreams.

Instead I have these dreams /nightmares where I’m back in school, typically, it’s high school.

What happens is always the same.  The backdrop may change but the premise is the same.

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Essentially, I can never either find my next class or remember my class schedule.  I end up wandering the entire school never finding the answers that I’m looking for.  I know this sounds ridiculous but this always completely freaks me out. 

My high school experience was largely a positive one, so I don’t know why I always revisit high school.

I suspect the search for answers in my dream is related to my never ending quest for answers in real life, especially as it relates to Gavin. Perhaps it’s my way of trying to work things out?

Unfortunately, it never seems to work out.  Nothing is ever where it’s supposed to be and I never find the answers that I’m looking for. 

Often times, I end up more freaked out when I wake up.
This is a great way to start the day.  😛


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reonyea

I’ve been having that exact dream lately! I’m in secondary school retaking my GCSEs, but I’ve skived off like half the year and I don’t know where or when my classes are…Halfway through I start having moments where I remember I passed all my GCSEs, and have since taken A levels, been a grown up for nine years, and am halfway through a degree…and then I go back to trying to find out what my GCSE science homework is. And then I remember the whole adulthood thing. Then I try and find my English class. The I remember that I’m working on a degree. It goes backwards and forwards,

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