Gavin will not stop talking. He’s talking over everyone else and won’t stop sharing about food. I’m so tired of hearing about food. I swear to God that if he doesn’t stop, my head is going to explode all over the wall, like a scene from Supernatural.
I don’t even want to eat tonight because I’m so absolutely tired of anything to do with food.
This has slowly eroded away my sanity and I just want to scream shut up already. While I have enough self-control to not actually say that, the fact that I’m struggling not to, simply indicates that I’m human.
It’s okay to feel frustration. It’s okay to feel overwhelmed. It’s also okay to want to just scream at the top of your lungs, just shut up and leave me alone. What matters the most is how you handle these feelings. We’re all human. We think and feel things in the heat of the moment that we would never actually say or do.
I’m not ashamed to admit this and I would encourage you all to forgive yourselves, if you should ever have any of these thoughts or feelings.
I would also encourage you to be open about these feelings as well because you’re not alone and others can help.
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