This day has gone on forever. It was crappy to start with and it ended crappy. All three of the kids are sick, Elliott Richard and Emmett John have puked at least 2 times each today. Gavin is being weird even for Gavin. This doesn’t make me feel good about the upcoming weekend.
Lizze and I are both stressed to the max. We are both grouchy and irritable. Not a good combination right now. I hate the tension in this house. Something has got to give and give soon. I don’t know how much more we can go through. We are both at our breaking point.
We are both tired of waiting for Emmett John’s ABR test that’s scheduled for this Monday. The past 3 months wait has been killing us. We will find out for sure Monday if Emmett John can or cannot hear. At this point I have no idea what is going on with him. I just want to find out so we can finally move forward again.
I feel like we have been stuck in this rut forever now and can’t seem to get any traction. Lizze and I both do our best but it just never seems to be enough.
Lost and Tired