The better part of as long as I can remember
I ended up at Dr. Patti's tonight all by myself. Elliott was at my parents house, helping my Dad. Lizze and Emmett were both home not feeling well. So, as I said, I ended up at Dr. Patti's by my lonesome. Truthfully, it's sometimes nice to go without the boys because, it's easy to talk about what we need to take about, without the distraction. Tonight, I spent most of the time, talking about Gavin. Lately, I'm pretty consumed with everything going on with Gavin. I'm worried. I'm scared. I'm frustrated. I'm angry. Truthfully, I'm a whole lot of things. I'm worried because he's not doing well. I'm scared because I feel like we're losing him. I'm frustrated because no one can see to figure out what we need to…