While Lizze, myself and Emmett were at the grocery store this morning, she received a phone call from her neurologist that she hadn't expected and wasn't prepared for.  Lizze has been having newer symptoms over the past few months.  She smells cigar smoke along with her migraine. This some type of phenomenon and not something that anyone else can smell.  She is also going through periods where her to guess goes numb.  Her doctor is suspecting that she may be having seizures and as these are apparently something that can happen with seizures activity. They have scheduled her for an EEG as well as changed her pain medication.  She pretty much in a state of shock this was not something she has ever given thought to.  However, Gavin has seizures…

I was spending some time with Mr. Emmett John this morning.  He choose to play with sidewalk chalk outside.  We colored pictures on the front walk for a little while before coming into the house for a snack.  I hope that I get many more opportunities like this to spend with my youngest minion.  :-) This was posted via WordPress for Android, courtesy of Samsung’s Galaxy S III. Please forgive any typos. I do know how to spell but auto-correct hate me. Please join our Autism Help Forums Look for "Autism Help" app at the Google Play Store

I'm so grateful that Elliott has found peace tonight and was able to sleep. I really worry about him because he is so sensitive and so prone to anxiety.  No matter what,  I'm always grateful for the seemingly little things like my son being able to sleep at night. I just kiss his forehead, tell him everything is going to be okay and that I love him. :-) This was posted via WordPress for Android, courtesy of Samsung’s Galaxy S III. Please forgive any typos. I do know how to spell but auto-correct hate me. Please join our Autism Help Forums Look for "Autism Help" app at the Google Play Store

Today has been one of those days that I would not care to repeat. With everything going on with Gavin and the news we had to break to Elliott tonight, I just can't relax.  We caught Gavin lying to us tonight and then when he was sent to his room,  he started complaining about chest pain. No part of me believed any part of what he was saying. That makes me feel so horrible. However, what am I supposed to do? He was sent to his room for lying and no sooner was he there then he lied to me again. Gavin has cried wolf way too many times for us to drop everything, every time he says something is wrong. It disrupts the entire family and he's faking it,…

Lizze and I spoke to Elliott and Emmett this afternoon about Gavin moving to residential treatment at some point soon. We decided that we had to tell them before Gavin told them some bastardized version of the truth and tried to turn them against us.  We knew this would be very difficult for Elliott and we wanted to make sure that he heard the truth and that he heard it from us.  As I suspected, this didn't go very well. Emmett was largely unaffected because he didn't understand and wasn't really paying attention.  Elliott on the other hand, is another story completely. No sooner did the words cross my lips, the he broke down. He sobbed and sobbed to the point that he was hyperventilating and we almost had to…

Last night I wrote a post called The void inside of me. I shared how I was feeling about not only having to send Gavin to residential treatment but also having to tell him about it. Many of my readers were concerned about Gavin telling Elliott and Emmett about this before we do. Idealy, we wouldn't tell them until it was actually happening.  However, this is far from the ideal situation.  The concern is that if Gavin says anything to the boys,  it likely will be meant to turn them against us. It will neither be accurate or true and we can't allow that to happen. To be completely honest with you,  I hadn't thought about that.  My readers are absolutely right.  We need to be the first ones to…

Yesterday was a rough day, there's no two ways about it.  However,  we did have some high points. One of them is pictured below. Since Emmett is officially allergy free,  he can finally enjoy the little things in life that are taken for granted by so many people, including myself. This was the best $0.49 I have ever spent.  This was posted via WordPress for Android, courtesy of Samsung’s Galaxy S III. Please forgive any typos. I do know how to spell but auto-correct hate me. Please join our Autism Help Forums Look for "Autism Help" app at the Google Play Store

We met with Dr. Patti tonight.  The mission was to speak with Gavin about the issues with his behavioral choices.  This conversation was very honest and I mean very honest.  Basically, Dr. Patti said that Gavin is simply not capable of caring about anyone or anything but himself and what he wants.  As horrible as it is to hear that,  it's absolutely the truth. The conversation cover a great many things involving our current family situation and how his choices are hurting everyone in the house.  Towards the end of the meeting the conversation took a turn.  Dr. Patti wanted Gavin to know that it has become clear to her that he is no longer capable of living with his family.  I had been stressing out about how to broach…