The intervention team met this week and formed a battle plan. Emmett John will start an early pre-school 3x a week. He starts the first week of December. We are going to have to figure out new pick up schedules for the kids because Emmett and Elliott will need picked up at the same time. I think we will get Elliott a bit early and then pick up Emmett. Emmetts time is absolutly crucial and Elliott will be at the end of his day anyway. Then we will jump on the free way and pick up Gavin. It's going to be a ton of driving but at least we have the van back up and running. Emmett John is begining to say more words. He now says "thank you". Lizze…

Anyone that has followed our journey over the years knows that life with Gavin is challenging and sometimes dangerous. We have been concerned about the impact his behaviors are having on his younger brothers for quite some time now. The reason this has popped up again is because the earily intervention specialists involved with Emmett John have suggested that some of Emmett Johns behaviors are mimicking Gavins. That is exactly what Dr. Patti says about Elliott as well. She says that Gavin has contaminated everything. We don't know where Gavin and his behaviors end and the other kids begin. Because of how dynamic Gavins issues are it makes it extremely difficult to know what behaviors are actually Emmett and Elliotts and what behaviors are either reactions to or imitations of…

After 9 months of waiting for your little miracle to arrive, it finally happens. You see your child for the first time and you feel love like you have never thought possible. You may have loved many people or things in your life but nothing like this. Everything is perfect and you finally bring them home and begin your new life as a parent. After a few months, you get into the groove of things. Everything soon becomes second nature. A few months after that you start to notice things. They are little and you probably should not worry but you do anyway. You visit your pediatrician for some peace of mind. They tell you it is nothing to worry about. However, after a while it becomes clear that something…

I feel like we are on the brink of collapse. We have everything closing in around us. Gavin is really, really struggling, not to mention driving us all crazy. He just doesn't ever seem to stop. We have no idea what his motives are or wether these things things are within his control. Dr. Patti seems to think he I playing us in many situations. I can see that but how do we know for sure and what the hell are we supposed to do about it?

We are seeing what seems like a personality shift in Gavin.  We have are hands tied until we get the movement issues addressed but it is making me nervous. He is VERY easily agitated and very disrespectful. He is also not making much sense when he talks to us. I am concerned we have hit another period of regression. I am not sure how much more he can take. I am not sure how much more we can take either. We need answers.....

On of the reasons I started this blog was to vent my frustrations and feelings in a safe place and be able to leave them there. The other reason I started this blog was to share my personal story with Autism and how it affects our lives. One of the things you will notice is that we are not dealing with the "as seen on tv" kind of Autism. While there is no such thing as a "typical" Autistic child you will find that in our case with Gavin he is a truly unique and complicated case. The other thing you will find is that my posts are darker and grittier. This is because I don't sugar coat anything. There is no benefit if I am not honest. I don't…

It appears that with the exception of Lizze and I everyone is feeling better. Emmett and Gavin were only down for about 12 hours. Elliott was also down for about 12 hours. Lizze and I are going a bit longer most likely do to the fact we are getting no rest. The kids willl be back in school Tuesday and things will get back to "normal". These words are posted via Wordpress for Android

All five of us have the stomach flu at the same time. God must hate us. We need sleep. These words are posted via Wordpress for Android