She’s in a shitload of pain

The boys are officially gone and we are t-minus one hour until Lizze has to be at the doctors. They'll be gone until sometime tomorrow. I'm feeling a bit more energized own after hitting the treadmill for a bit.  I'm not sure what we're going to do tonight, because Lizze is still in a shitload of pain from the weather.  Maybe we'll pickup dinner and work on season 3 of iZombie.  Simply not having to worry about the boys is a huge, albeit temporary relief. ☺ 

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Lizze isn’t doing so good

Lizze is definitely under the weather today because of the weather today. It's on and off storms, making life very painful for her to endure.  I'm hoping that she's feeling better as the day goes on, and after a long nap. It would be really nice for her and I to be able to do something, besides sleep, while the boys are gone.  If she's not feeling better, than the goal will be to make her as comfortable as possible, and maybe bring her dinner... ☺ 

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As an #Autism parent, I never take these for granted 

It turns out that we're looking at another break today, and that's amazing. The boys will be going to Lizze's parents for the night, and we will get some time to ourselves.  This has been an unusual week in the sense that we're getting so much time off, but it's an absolute blessing.  Lizze and I have zero plans at this point, but that may or may not change. I'd really like to go for a nice long walk, but the weather is rather hit or miss today. We have storms in the forecast, and we'll have to see how things go.  The bottom line is this. We are incredibly grateful for the time off provided by both sides of our family. I know that not everyone gets breaks like…

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Optimistic about today

I'm super grateful that Elliott is still sleeping at 8:10 am. He's not been sleeping well for the last week or so, and he needs whatever sleep he can get.  I'd love to see him sleep in past 10 am if possible.  Emmett has already been up for awhile, as has Gavin. I woke about 7 am and I'm feeling tired but optimistic about today. 

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Serves me right

I feel asleep on the couch this evening while Lizze was puting the kids down for the night. I've been so exhausted, I just passed out when things slowed down.  Unfortunately, it's now midnight and I'm not able to fall asleep. This sucks.. O_o

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Does anyone know what guilt free sleep is? 

The boys left around lunch time and will be back around dinner time. Lizze has been hard at work on a class project, and I took a solid, three hour nap.  That's about the extent of our travels.  I can't explain how exhausting my daily life is. When I have a chance for some guilt free sleep, I take full advantage. Would it have been nice to do something? Of course it would have, but sometimes it's just not in the cards.   The level of exhaustion felt by an Autism parent is indescribable.  In many cases, sleep is a luxury we dont have, and neither is free time. When we do get a break, we have a choice. We can either gets some desperately needed sleep, or try and have…

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It’s really sad that it’s come to this

The boys will be going to my parents house for the day. We will be getting a nice little break this afternoon and my God do we need it.  I haven't even had a shitty night's sleep in almost a week. I'm so desperately looking for a nice long nap.  It's sad when you get some time to yourself and all you want to do is sleep. 

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I’m desperately hoping this helps

While a nap has been impossible today, I'm doing okay considering I have not had much sleep in the last five days. The boys are asking to go to the indoor playground and I think that's a great idea.  Elliott is pretty hung up on Pokémon lately and I'm trying to convince him to leave them behind today. I'd love to see him playing with the other kids, and not everyone is into Pokémon the way he is. I predict I'm going to lose that battle.. 😁  I'm hoping that this will help with exhausting them and aiding in falling asleep tonight. 

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