Nothing has gone right today and none of the pieces that I needed to fall into place have done that. None of this is anyones fault because no one plans on getting sick. Unfortunately, it happens and in my life, it usually happens when we’re most vulnerable.
Today is not the exception to that rule either.
The original plans for the boys, may not work out because of my Dad might be sick. Unfortunately, with Gavin having a compromised immune system, we can’t knowingly expose anyone to anything and have them bring it home to Gavin.
At the same time, Lizze isn’t feeling good this morning either and isn’t going to be able to make it to her appointment.
Emmett’s complaining of a tummy ache and Gavin can’t stay awake, even though he hasn’t had his meds yet. Elliott and myself are the only ones actually doing okay today.
I have no idea how I’m going to pull all of this off today.
There’s absolutely no one to blame for any of this. It’s just par for the course, when it comes to our lives.
We’re trying to make alternative arrangements but I’m so stressed out right now, I can’t take it. Even if I can figure out other arrangements, we still have to get Emmett to his Social Group at Akron Children’s Hospital, assuming he’s feeling up to it.
Frankly, I just want to scrap the whole day, crawl back into bed and sleep the day away. I’m so overwhelmed at the moment and I’m making myself sick…..