I’m really sorry that I haven’t written much of anything today. I’ve been way to wrapped up in trying to survive the day, that writing about anything just wasn’t going to happen.
Personally, I’m struggling a bit and can’t seem to get my footing right now.
Gavin’s a mess. He’s seriously struggling and Dr. Pattie saw that for herself tonight during therapy. Gavin had the first aggressive and self-injurious meltdown he’s had in a really long time.
We had to move him away from his brothers and sit him on the floor. I will say that he did get himself under control and I’m really proud of him for that.
He worked through it but it’s just more evidence that something is wrong. Gavin hits these cycles on occasion and has for a decade or more. It has nothing to do with Lizze moving home or even the psychotic break.
What we’re seeing is marked, cognitive decline and that’s not unheard of for the to happen to Gavin.. It’s happened many times before and will likely follow him through life.
I’m worried and overwhelmed… Frankly, I’m too tired to even finish this right now. I’m calling it a night.