I’m looking at this as a fresh week and a week of new possibilities. I’d like to think that those possibilities might be really good but I know that I need to be realistic.
With that in mind, I’m going to just hope for a nice balance of shit and rainbows… This is especially true in regards to Gavin’s and all he’s going through.
This week will see Gavin continuing on his increased dose of Clozapine and continuing on the Miralax. The Miralax has already addressed the main problem preventing the urologist from treating Gavin’s bladder issues. Now we have to see if it makes a difference as the Clozapine dose increases over the next four weeks.
As for the Clozapine, I don’t really know what to say. Gavin’s definitely psychotic. There’s no question there.
The million dollar question is whether or not the Clozapine is working.
There are two distinct possibilities here. The Clozapine may be working and this stuff is still sorta slipping through or it’s not really working anymore.
Frankly, either one is scary and I think the most likely scenario is that it’s actually working but the dose is too low. We’ve seen improvement with the higher dose and that’s where we’re currently heading.
The only way to know for sure would be to remove the Clozapine all together (which we can’t because he could never take it again) and see just how bad things get.