I wanted to make a quick update on my current methods of managing my depression. It occurred to me that I haven't updated in awhile and since I have therapy is a few hours, I thought it would be a good time. At the end of the day, I'm doing okay. Things could always be better but they could absolutely be worse. I'm holding my own. Currently, I'm in therapy, taking meds and focusing on selfcare. One of the the things that I'm contemplating looking into CBD again. I've used it in the past and they did help, especially with my anxiety. I checked with my doctor first and it worked out well for me. There is a lot of science behind it but everyone is different. There are a…

So the boys have made a request for the future man cave. They want to be able to hangout there with their friends and play video games. I don't have an iddue with that at all. I love the idea of them being more social and if that helps, more power to them. What I'd like to do is get a gaming chair that they can sit in. I forget where they used one but they really liked it. They are super comfortable and designed for gamers. Again, this is a wishlist kinda thing but I feel like it's basically doable at some point. I did look at Anda Seat, to get an idea of what I'm looking at. It's not going to happen tomorrow but perhaps in the very…

The boys and I are getting ready to go on our little working vacation and I beginning to stress out a little bit. Planning this whole thing out is a bit challenging because and doing it completely on my own is even moreso. I'm hoping that our experience will help others learn more about the unique challenges families like mine face. With 3 Special Needs kids, there are literally a million things that could go wrong and I have to be prepared for anything. I've tried to think about the most likely scenarios but I feel like I'm forgetting as much as I'm remembering. I need to Zen the heck out before I lose my mind. Maybe I should spend some time checking out different ways of viewing life in…

Our trip is getting closer and closer. I'm currently in the scramble to get everything done phase of the planning. We have a few appointments we need to get to before leaving and I just remembered I have a dentist appointment tomorrow morning because I saw an ad that said best dentist for veneers. It was totally random but it reminded me that I have to be at the dentist tomorrow. It's actually in my calender but for whatever reason, I missed it. At least I didn't miss the appointment. One of the things I'm currently working on is a few places to stop for food along the way. I'd rather not live on fast food. There are a few places of interest, and I mentioned one of the the…

One of the things on my agenda for life after the trip is reclaiming the house and making better use of it. We desperately need to move but that's not in the cards at the moment. The biggest thing we need to do is get the office put back together. The challenging part of that is trying to locate a leak that we have not been able to find for many years. Even after having the entire roof replaced, it still leaks. I'm really frustrated because I've repaired the ceiling quite a few times and a few years later, it leaks again. I need to find a good contractor whose adept at troubleshooting and repairing problem leaks. They will need to be bonded through some place like BondsExpress.com. I'm about…

One of my goals for 2020 is to further expand upon my efforts and to do that, it requires several things. One I need to setup more of a business structure. One of the things I need to do is meet with an attorney. Something similar to Kazmi Law might work. I've mentioned many times before that I wanted to setup a non-profit but I'm not sure. I make my living with this site via things like digital marketing and sponsorships. I sell adspace here and adspots on the podcast. This allows me to generate an income that helps me feed my kids and fuel my efforts going forward. One of my challenges is that I'm doing this alone. I don't have a team of people working for or with…