I have a doctor’s appointment this morning to discuss managing my ADHD with medication.  This has been a long time coming and I’m excited/nervous.  We’re also going to talk about my antidepressants as well. This is so important, especially as I’m continuing to struggle.

I’m looking forward to putting some of this struggle behind me or at least becoming better equipt to manage it.  I don’t expect it to be an easy, overnight change but rather a process.  It’s going to take time but I will take back control over my life and continue moving forward.

I don’t want to feel like this anymore. It’s awful and I wouldn’t wish it on anyone. Giving up isn’t an option for me, so I need to double up on my efforts and supports where needed. 

My day is packed with appointments. I have a few meetings, and then I’m being interviewed this afternoon. I definitely want to get my head together for that. My day will end with me taking Happy to the vet for his first check up. I’m looking forward to being done with everything today and being able to shut down.

I feel like it’s going to be a good day. It’s going to be a long one, but progress will hopefully be made, and that will feel good.

Any step forward, no matter how big or small, is a step forward.