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I’ve kept this a secret for 25 years but I’m sharing my story now

For the last 25 years, I’ve lived with a secret that only a few people close to me knew about.

I’m no longer a child

It’s hard to imagine how one person can have such an impact on my life that even 30 years later, the sight of them instantly brings back feelings of being powerless, terrified and ashamed.

Have you ever felt this overwhelmed by life?

It’s been a really long day and I’m personally struggling with my depression. The boys, while home sick, felt better as the afternoon progressed and seem to be doing fine at this point in time. They’ve been moody and easily agitated but that happens on a good day. I really need to dedicate a post …

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My struggle with #Depression and #anxiety is very real right now

If it hasn’t been obvious from my recent postings, I’ve been struggling with depression and anxiety lately. It’s impacting many areas of my life and I can’t really single out a singular trigger. I can, however, say that life has become more difficult as of late. Something you may not know about depression is that …

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Confessions: Sometimes I can be a shitty husband

No one is perfect, least of all me. I’m as far from perfect as one can get. Sometimes I can have days where I’m farther from perfect than I typically am. Today is one such day. Lizze and I are under a great deal of unrelenting stress. We have everything with the kids, everything going …

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I confess to sometimes feeling crushed by my #SpecialNeeds family

You may or may not know this but I have quite a bit in my plate. I try so hard to do right by everyone in my family but there are times I become do overwhelmed by their needs, I feel like I’m being crushed. I’m feeling crushed right now by the weight of everything. …

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The 2 main reasons I feel like I’ve failed my family

This is one of those posts that some people will complain about for whatever reason. Maybe they feel it’s too negative or that I’m just looking for sympathy, but whatever. I’m writing this because keeping it inside is eating me alive and the only way I know how to process these feelings is to write …

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I was not in a good place when I wrote this

Disclaimer: This post is meant to provide insight into my state of mind in this very moment. I’m writing this in an attempt to process these feelings and deal with them in a positive way. I’m far from perfect but I get up each morning and do my very best to be what everyone needs …

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