Category: Confessions

I tell people I’m okay but I’m really not

Twice today, I’ve been called out for not being honest about how I’m doing. My amazing Mother was the first one, and a few hours later, my therapist became the second. I wanted to talk about this briefly and ask you to take a second, do a self-inventory and see if maybe this applies to …

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I’ve been a single Dad to my 3 #Autistic kids for exactly 3 months now and here’s the truth

It’s been three months since I became a single Dad again and I’m still trying to find my footing. It’s not easy to grieve, while being a full time Dad and caregiver to three amazing kids with special needs. This time around, I think I’m adjusting a bit quicker than I did before. Adjusting doesn’t …

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It f*cking hurts to know that I’m not enough

We’ve had a busy day and while it’s been mostly positive, there are some things that have my stress and anxiety through the roof. Okay. So the kids had a birthday party this afternoon and it was really nice. Emmett’s friend is a sweet kid and his family is pretty amazing as well. It was …

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I lost my cool tonight

For the first time in a long time, I’m actually feeling good-ish about myself. Selfcare is a priority again, even if it’s not perfect, I’m doing my best to work with what I got. Today was a pretty decent day. The kids drove me crazy, but that’s par for the course. ☺ Everything actually went …

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I feel like such an asshole tonight

I’ve got a great deal weighing on me and it all came to a head tonight. I feel like shit right now because I lost my cool with Elliott tonight. Honestly, it was stupid and if I was a better person, I wouldn’t have reacted the way I did. I had asked Elliott a question …

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I’m NOT okay

The truth is, I’m NOT okay. I’m not okay and I’m going to be very honest about why that is.

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