Gavin / Mission Debriefing / My thoughts / Schizoaffective Disorder

Should I be worried or proud?

Gavin and I were playing Minecraft tonight before he went to bed and this was the conversation we had about his latest mission today. This mission debriefing was a little concerning and a bit on the creepy side. Perhaps not listening to this with the kids in the room would be a better idea this time. The context of this mission involved someone in Gavin's world being murdered. Gavin was outraged by this act of violence and took it upon himself to return the favor as he put it. I don't know how to feel about this because the fact that he would want to murder someone, even in his world, is concerning. I worry about his thought process there but at the same time, when you hear what he ended up doing…

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November 21, 2016
Gavin / Mission Debriefing / Schizoaffective Disorder

Heartbreak: A conversation with my schizophrenic child

Gavin suffers from a disorder known as Schizoaffective disorder. This is kind of a blend between bipolar disorder and schizophrenia. We see way more schizophrenic symptoms than we do bipolar anymore. Gavin has been in a state of psychosis for many months now and shows no signs of pulling out of it. The other night, Gavin and I were playing Minecraft together on the Xbox, as we do on most nights before he goes to bed. It's something he really enjoys and I can use the game to help teach him things that are harder to teach in real life. It's just become one of our things.  While we were playing the other night, Gavin decided to share what had happened back at base. When I say back at base, it refers to…

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November 20, 2016
Read more about the article Unfortunately, Gavin isn’t getting better and tonight’s appointment is proof of that
Gavin / Mission Debriefing / My thoughts / Schizoaffective Disorder

Unfortunately, Gavin isn’t getting better and tonight’s appointment is proof of that

We met with Dr. Pattie tonight and one of the main topics was Gavin. He's officially been back on 800mg per day of Clozapine for 48 hours. While we haven't seen any improvements, we continue to see his side effects becoming more significant.   Gavin had been waiting all day to tell the three of us about his latest missions.  When it was time for him to share, he just unloaded on us.  He talked pretty much nonstop for over 20 minutes.   His adventures were more of the same. He's the indispensable hero that sees all and knows all. He uses his power to smite evil (I've been watching Supernatural, so that's my word not his) and reign over his Universe.  He told us about how he can glue…

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September 20, 2016
Read more about the article Gavin’s missions have taken a dark turn today and I’m at a loss
Gavin / Mission Debriefing / Psychotic Episode / Schizoaffective Disorder

Gavin’s missions have taken a dark turn today and I’m at a loss

Gavin sat Lizze and I down tonight to fill us in on some bad things that happened back at base today.  I'm going to be really honest and admit that after a little while, I shutdown. I listened to him go on and on for 25 minutes before I just couldn't take it anymore.  Self-preservation kicked in and I sorta went to my happy place.   He didn't know the difference and to him, I listened to every word he said. Apparently, Twilight Sparkle broke someone's arm today but it wasn't her fault because she was being controlled by King Modor (I think that's his name).   Long story short, Gavin and is group of super best friends, had to go track down the evil King and break his hold…

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August 26, 2016
Read more about the article Gavin gives an update on his latest mission 8/6/16 #schizoaffective
Gavin / Mission Debriefing / Schizoaffective Disorder

Gavin gives an update on his latest mission 8/6/16 #schizoaffective

Just so we're all on the same page.  Gavin suffers from a form of Schizophrenia called Schizoaffective Disorder.  He's currently in the midst of a psychotic break and living with both audio and visual hallucinations. Gavin likes to update me frequently on his missions and what's going on in his world's. Gavin spends a great deal of time in what he calls worlds.There are many of them and he's the ruler of them all.  He battles the evil forces of Eggman and Zurg with his band of visibly challenged, super best friends. I refer to them as his visibly challenged group of super best friends for a couple of reasons. For starters, they're his best friends, only he can see them and they're also super heros. I started using that…

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August 9, 2016