I managed a decent night’s sleep and I’m so grateful for that. I’m not entirely sure what I did differently but I feel much more recharged today than I have in a long while. Fitbit even liked it. I’m a pretty good start to the day and while there were some issues with Gavin and …
Tag: Schizoaffective
Jun 28 2020
I feel pretty fucking accomplished today
I think we had a fantastic day and I feel quite accomplished. We got so much done today and I’m incredibly proud of my kids for their help. We got some of the basement cleaned up and hauled out to the trash. I’ve been meaning to do this for awhile but it’s just not happened. …
Jun 28 2020
To those struggling with #depression right now, you’re not alone
Depression makes everything so much harder to navigate, especially as a parent. We’re neck deep in a worsening pandemic and we’ve been locked down for 115 days now. That is not conducive to good mental health. I find that I’m doing really good on some days but bad on others. I’m anxious, preoccupied with mortality …
Jun 28 2020
It worked out for the best
Yesterday, we had a chance to get out of the house and we cautiously took advantage of it. We decided to head out to Quail Hollow for a little while. It’s about a 20 minute drive and we have to judge the situation once we get there as to whether it’s safe or not. We …
Jun 27 2020
I can’t keep going without sleep
I’ve been having the worst time sleeping lately. This past week I haven’t had more than 3 hours of sleep a night, if I’m lucky. I’m grateful for even getting that much but it’s not enough. Even melatonin isn’t helping and that’s about as hardcore as I can personally get because I need to be …
Jun 27 2020
Emmett’s birthday was a success
I feel like we had a pretty good day. Emmett’s birthday, while not what I would have liked for him, made him happy and that’s what matters. Lizze and her made a carrot cake for him and dropped it off. That was cool way for them to be a part of this important day. We …
Jun 26 2020
This is going to be a rough birthday for my youngest
June 26th is Emmett’s birthday. It’s probably going to be a little rough for him, considering all that’s going on in his life. As it stands, there isn’t much planned aside from his special dinner. Emmett has become allergic or at least very sensitive to dairy products again and so a cake is a bit …