Today was far from perfect but perfect was never the target

I feel like we had a good day today. It goes without saying that it was far from perfect but perfect is never the target. We had some issues, especially at bedtime with Elliott but I'm still breathing and so is he. 😉 We're getting into that teenage angst and I'm gonna be honest, it's not fun. Autism complicates things in the sense that it sorta muddies the water. It's hard to know what's typical teenage behavior and what's Autism related. I don't know, maybe that doesn't make sense. Either way, we all survived the day and I'm always grateful for that. It could always be worse and I try to remind myself of that every single day. Everyone is sleeping and I'm gonna finish this up and hit the…

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I want to share something positive from yesterday

I forgot to share a really positive moment from yesterday. My brain isn't firing on all cylinders at the moment. So please forgive me. Mr. Emmett really, really, really likes watching Bob's Burgers. I enjoy Bob's Burgers as well but not so much that I can watch it nonstop. I was trying to get Emmett to unplug yesterday and he did, but he spent the entire time stressing out because he couldn't figure out what he wanted to do. Nothing I suggested sounded good to him. He became very, very anxious. Emmett is a big snuggler and I've never been one to shy away from snuggles, so I had an idea.. Maybe he would want to snuggle while watching Bob's Burgers. That would sorta be the best of both worlds.…

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If the person I once was saw the person I am now…..

There are quite a lot of things going on in my life right now. Work has been picking up and I'm feeling good about that. My search for a therapist continues. I'm hoping for a callback tomorrow but insurance is very limiting. I did reach out to one in particular, who's actually very close to my house and on the surface, insurance might not be a problem. I'm hoping to hear back soon. Unfortunately, not everyone keeps up with their websites and there have been more than a few who say they take our insurance but it turns out they no longer do. It's actually a bit frustrating. I do feel very positive about this, despite having a harder time finding someone. It may take a little bit but I…

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I’m taking a long overdue look at myself and it’s not pretty

I've not been around much the last few days, and I wanted to drop a quick line and let you know everything is okay. What's happening right now is that I'm re-evaluating my priorities, and focusing on personal growth. I've been distracted, overwhelmed, and easily frustrated. That can make me a less than stellar husband and father. You may be interested to learn that I'm going to seek out a dedicated therapist for myself. I haven't had one in a while. Lizze has been asking me to do this for a while, and I haven't because I thought I was doing okay. The truth is, I'm not doing nearly as well as I thought I was, and it impacts Lizze and the boys in a negative way. I've been carrying…

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He peed on our house and tried to break into our car

Hall of Fame week officially kicks off in the morning and we're already having problems. Earlier in the evening, our neighbor came over and knocked on our door. She wanted me to know that she caught someone peeing on the side of our house and then trying to break into our car. I grabbed a screen of the guy from our doorbell camera She actually was able to take pictures of the guy and show me. This took place about 8:30 PM and it was still very light outside. Our neighbor noticed this guy from her window and began watching him cause he looked very suspicious. She saw him pee on the side of our house and then look into the windows of our car before trying to break in.…

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We take #vaccines VERY seriously but had to play catch-up today with our youngest and here’s why

I'm going to focus on the positive tonight. There was plenty of things that didn't go right, but the ones that did, matter more in this very moment. I mentioned earlier that Emmett had an appointment with his pediatrician today. It was a combination med check; well check and physical. We needed to touch base in regards to his ADHD and Depression medications before his care transfers to the behavioral health clinic at the main Akron Children's Hospital campus. He also needed his 11-year check-up and physical. Part of that included discussing vaccines. Emmett is the only one of our three kids who's technically behind on his vaccines. Emmett has a rare fever disorder and has had it since he was about a year old. His symptoms have evolved over…

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Emmett and I are flying solo this afternoon

We're heading out in a few minutes because Emmett has an appointment with his pediatrician. It's the last med check before his behavioral health care switches over to the main behavioral health center at Akron Children's Hospital next month. This is also going to double as a well check. Emmett recently had a birthday and is due for a well check. Emmett and I are flying solo today because Lizze is not feeling well and it's always better to not take all the kids with us. No bog deal. Emmett and I can totally handle this...even if there will be shots, and there might be shots.

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How we salvaged the day by surprising our kids

I didn't sleep well last night because my restless leg was keeping me awake. I was unable to go walking because of HOF week. To say I was in a bad place yesterday morning would be an understatement. The boys were fighting, and we needed a reset. Hiking was out of the question due to the threat of severe storms. We didn't want to be out in the middle of the woods when it hit. Anyway, we opted to fulfill our promise to the kids in regards to taking them to see Spider-Man Far From Home. It was very impromptu, which we usually wouldn't spring on the kids but I wanted to disrupt the current path we were on, so we could reroute our course for the day before nose…

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