I’m really trying to get my feet underneath me again. This single Dad thing was never something I imagined ever doing. Don’t get me wrong, I’m not complaining because I couldn’t live without my kids in my life everyday, even if they do drive me nuts.. lol
Sometimes life can throw a sucker punch from somewhere in the back and knock the wind out of you. That’s sorta how I feel.
Taking everything into account, I’m holding up pretty well. The boys are dealing with a ton of shit right now but they’re treading water on most days and sometimes they even make their way closer to shore.
Being so tired has interfered with my writing and I can’t seem to work through this.
Regardless of the challenges, I’m actually pretty happy.
I feel like I’ve learned to appreciate things more and I did before. I maybe really tired but I’ve discovered just how strong and resilient I can be.
Life isn’t easy but I feel as though I have more hope for the future now and that’s really awesome.