I’m really trying to get my feet underneath me again. This single Dad thing was never something I imagined ever doing. Don’t get me wrong, I’m not complaining because I couldn’t live without my kids in my life everyday, even if they do drive me nuts.. lol
Sometimes life can throw a sucker punch from somewhere in the back and knock the wind out of you. That’s sorta how I feel.
Taking everything into account, I’m holding up pretty well. The boys are dealing with a ton of shit right now but they’re treading water on most days and sometimes they even make their way closer to shore.
I’ve been feeling pretty good lately. I’m tired a lot but that’s what happens when you’re a special needs parent, especially when you have kids with sleep issues.
Being so tired has interfered with my writing and I can’t seem to work through this.
Regardless of the challenges, I’m actually pretty happy.
I feel like I’ve learned to appreciate things more and I did before. I maybe really tired but I’ve discovered just how strong and resilient I can be.
Life isn’t easy but I feel as though I have more hope for the future now and that’s really awesome.