Today is one of those days where I feel like I’ve crumbled under the weight of everything going on in my life. It’s been one of those days where I feel utterly defeated and pretty much a failure. The kids have been struggling this weekend and I’ve not been able to make it better. I’m …
Tag: lockdown
Oct 09 2020
A long overdue, deeply personal update
It’s been a little while since I’ve really talked about how I’m doing on a personal level. There’s not really a reason for that I’m just a bit overwhelmed and when this happens, it’s not as easy for me to write. That said, it’s important that I do anyway because it’s incredibly therapeutic for me …
Oct 07 2020
Is It Possible To Study Around Family Life?
As a parent, family life always comes first, doesn’t it? You always make sure to put your children first, before anything else, which is why it’s often extremely difficult to make time for the things that you are passionate about, such as your education, for instance. However, the fact is that just because you’re a …
Oct 05 2020
I stepped outside of my comfort zone and spoke my mind because it matters
I’ve said this before and while it may not appear this way on the surface, I’m way too self-conscious to enjoy appearing on TV. That said, I’ve been doing it anyway because some things are more important than my comfort level. I will continue to do so when the opportunity presents itself because I want …
Oct 04 2020
We’re without a car for a few weeks
We are officially without a car for the next few weeks. I dropped it off at the body shop this afternoon and my Mom was kind enough to bring me home. It was a bit weird because I’ve not been in a car with anyone other than the kids in 2020. The ride was less …
Oct 03 2020
Round 3 of blood work for Gavin
It’s been a long day but a pretty good one. I didn’t write yesterday cause I was not really in a place where I felt like writing. I spent the time connecting with other parents instead and that was really cool. Yesterday, I had to take Gavin for another round of blood work, this time …
Oct 02 2020
Remote learning is going okay but I’m maintaining perspective
Moving on…. So we had a pretty decent day today. Elliott had to get his Chromebook swapped out, so Lizze and her Mom picked that up and took care of that for us. That was super helpful and I’m grateful. School is going better and the boys are starting to get into something that when …
Sep 23 2020
It’s a big day for my kids
The boys are leaving to spend a couple days with their mom. It’s been a couple months since they’ve been able to have actual, physical contact, due to COVID. In fact, they’ve only been able to visit two times since the March 5th, this being the third. It’s been hard on everyone but Lizze and …