I got sorta blindsided again today and I don’t think I can take much more right now

I’m going to say that Wednesday was not my day.  There were some highlights but I was presented with some significant challenges as well.  Those challenges came close to breaking me and the juries still out as to whether or not they will. 

My stress level reached a point this afternoon that my left eye was involuntarily twitching and there was nothing I could do to stop it. 

As a result, I’ve been dealing with a massive tension headache behind my left eye.

This is one of those things that I won’t talk about specifics on but it involves further delays of things that have already gone on for too long.  A layer uncertainty and insecurity has been spread over my life as a result. 

I was already facing challenges that were difficult to say the least but now I have some serious thinking that I have to do. 

I’ll tell you something… They say what doesn’t kill you makes you stronger but I’m here to say that the Genie from Aladdin was right.  It may not kill you but you’d be surprised what you can live through…


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  • Kim Gebhardt

    Going on the assumption that you’re referring to the (or something related to it), please rethink hiring an attorney to just get it over and done with. The other party in this split can only hold you hostage if you let it happen. I know you want to keep things amicable for sake of the kids, but that doesn’t mean you have to put up with her ridiculousness and ‘rules’. You are a grown ass man. Take charge of your life and get this done. You’re not going to be able to move on with your life until you do.

    If this has nothing to do with that situation, then I hope the eye twitch goes away soon. It’s super annoying when that happens. 🙂

    • Kim you’re picking up what I’m putting down. I have to figure something out because I need this to be over with. I want this to be over… There are just things I have to be careful with… Doing nothing isn’t an option though..

      Thanks Kim, no eye twitching today so far.. ☺

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  • Ellen Beck

    I have to totally agree with Kim here. Get an attorney now. There are times when people get what I call ‘hinky’ that you might otherwise think would play fair, and a is one of those times. This divorce has to happen in order for you to have complete closure. Rules need to be in place. Business is business and you need to get down to it.
    Just reading some things here, I know you want to be a nice guy, but honest to goodness there comes a time when enough is enough. You dont have to be uncivil or mean or unfair, just realistic.

    Enough with the eye twitch, get that butt in gear, get what YOU want and is best for your boys. Don’t let your heart nor pity lead the way. Stand up and roar. YOU matter.