Without going into specific reasons, I’m going to say that this has been one of the most emotionally draining days I’ve had in a really long time. I’ve got a great deal on my mind, as well as on my plate and I’m not coping very well tonight.
I’m feeling defeated at the moment and I’m not seeing very many options right now. That doesn’t mean there aren’t any. It just means that if there are, I’m far too overwhelmed to see them for what they are.
Sometimes life seems to overestimate what I’m capable of dealing with. I appreciate the confidence but honestly I feel like I’m drowning and would just like to get off the ride for a bit.
Everyone’s actually sleeping so far tonight and hopefully, I’ll get some sleep myself and this game of life will feel a bit more evenly matched in the morning. I’ve got a really busy day a head of me and hopefully things will go relatively smoothly.
While I’m not holding my breath, I’m not giving up hope either.