The next few posts will talk about some of the issues I’m very much struggling with right now, especially as a single parent trying to manage this. I’ll try to break things up a little bit because there’s a lot to say. This post here will be a two parter, with the link to the second part at the end of the post.
I can’t even begin to explain just how stressed out and worried I am right now. There’s so much piling up on me right now and I feel like I’m drowning in problems that have no viable solutions.
Tonights visit with Dr. Pattie was centered squarely around Emmett because he’s displaying some very concerning behaviors.
I haven’t spoken about this because……I just haven’t.
Emmett has become fascinated with things like pain and danger. I say fascinated but it’s probably more accurately described as obsessed.
Out of nowhere, Emmett informs me that he wants to get frostbite and experience what it’s like. He also wants to get bit by a rattlesnake and stung by bees. That’s a few of the bizarre things he’s wanting to do.
I’ve explained to him all the ways that theses are horrible ideas and even showed him videos of what frostbite is really like. I don’t know how impactful that was but he seems less focused on it now, at least vocally.
I get the impression that his fascination with these things is less about hurting himself and more academic in nature. I think he just wants to understand the process and what better way to understand than experience for himself.
Thankfully, most of these things are easily avoidable where we live and Dr. Pattie and I are figuring out how to address this.
Another issue is that Emmett’s hoarding food in his room. I lifted up his mattress the other night and found countless candy wrappers from Easter and all kinds of other things. I don’t know how he’s pulling this off most of the time but I have caught him on a few occasions and when I speak with him about it, he just breaks down crying.
I never yell at him. I simply say that if he’s hungry, all he needs to do is ask. I can’t have him sneaking things because I have to be able to trust that he’s not getting into stuff like that when I’m not looking.