I’ve had better days

I’ve been thinking about how to describe the way I’m feeling and the only thing I can come up with is that I’ve had better days. I know that sounds pretty generic but its all I have at the moment. I’m not in a really good place and I’m struggling to sorta keep the ship righted.

I’m completely exhausted both physically and emotionally. I didn’t sleep last night and I can feel depression taking hold of me.

There’s too much happening all at once and I’m bogged down, no longer able to process things right now. All I want to do is shutdown for a little while but unfortunately, that’s simply not an option. I have too many things that I have to figure out in the next couple of days and they aren’t going to figure themselves out.

I have to run out to the store but I don’t want to do anything at all.

I did make myself go walking this afternoon because I cannot let that slide. It’s very important that I continue focusing on weight loss, selfcare and personal betterment. That’s much bigger then just me. I do that because my family deserves the best version of me possible.

Life goes on, even after the loss of a loved one. I’m feeling lost but I have to find a way to work through these obstacles because there’s simply too much riding on that for me to drop the ball here.

Rob Gorski

Full time, work from home single Dad to my 3 amazing boys. Oh...and creator fo this blog. :-)
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Suzanne Olsen

Go and talk to a psychologist to get your issues off your chest. Do it for yourself ❤️

Kendra Pearson

Keep fighting Rob! And please email me about the Cefaly unit! I will send it free! Kendra.pearson1987@gmail.com

Eleanor Lawrie

You have my support, friend. Tomorrow has to be better, right?

BeckyW

I know it seems hard. But as a little time begins to pass we do start thinking of our loved one and the goods times. They are always a part of us.

big craig

Keep fighting the good fight brother #Autismfamily