I’m feeling a bit better today because I took some ZzzQuil last night, and slept like a baby. I think I actually got a solid 8 hours of sleep. That’s both uncommon and awesome, all at the same time.
There aren’t any plans today outside of working in the house. I want to finish up the laundry and get it put away. Right now, my living room is drowning in laundry, and I desperately want out from underneath all that.
I don’t know if I’ve ever specifically spelled this out before, but I hate chaos. I hate it. Chaos is the absence of organization, and I love being organized.
Unfortunately, chaos reigns supreme in my house because of the often unpredictable nature of the many Autism related challenges we face on the daily. It’s extremely difficult to plan anything when you exist in a situation that is constantly fluid.
I would love to rid ourselves of the chaos, and I think everyone would benefit from it. Unfortunately, everyone’s needs are so diverse and all too often conflicting. This seems to perpetuate the chaos, and I’ve never found a way to avoid it but I keep trying nonetheless.