My life is complicated, challenging and quite often overwhelming for me. Most of the time, however, I tend to do okay with things. I’m always stressed out and may struggle from time to time or have a bad day here or there but that’s the nature of the beast.
Then there are times when I feel like I’m in way over my head. It can feel like I’ve jumped into the deep end of the pool, with weights around my ankles and I don’t know how to swim. It’s all I can do to gasp a breath of air before going under again.
This is sorta where I’m finding myself right now.
There’s too much happening all at once and I can’t keep on top of it all. In my life, I can’t afford to fall behind at all because things move too fast and before I know it, I’m so far back that I can’t catch up.
I’m walking around my house tonight and all the things that desperately need to be done, are jumping out at me.
I try so hard not to let my mind go too far down that rabbit hole but it’s hard not to be sucked in by everything.
I really need for today to be a better day and I’m going to do all I can to ensure that’s exactly what happens.